Day 1

I wanted to do something for Richy on my first day.  Well, he loves to cook and therefore he loves homemade stuff.  I went kind of crazy today and ended up making bread, frittata(my first attempt, not the best) and with the help of Paige and Eden made peanut butter cookies.  He was very grateful for the effort I put in and it made me feel good to have the intent of doing it for him, out of love rather than feeling like I have to do it, out of guilt.  I also took a few minutes to sit down and cuddle with Paige.  She wasn't feeling well and seemed like she needed some attention.  Usually I would tell her to go rest and I would return to whatever I was doing, but I felt that sitting with her was most important.  So I can count today as a success.